El animal que hay en mi

Patíbulo. Mar Goizueta

A veces la inquietud llega como un presagio de tormenta, con una presión en el plexo solar y la sensación de un nudo apretando la garganta. Es un hormigueo recorriendo los músculos, la piel, los huesos, el alma. Es abismo, vértigo, miedo, alerta y sublimación. Y cuando llega, el animal que vive en mi quiere salir corriendo, trepar por las paredes, oler el aire hasta que revienten los pulmones, comer estrellas, huir, bailar, esconderse, morder, disolverse en agua, soñar hasta agotarse. En esos momentos, prescindir de la racionalidad y dejar al animal libre durante un tiempo para evitar caer en la locura es una absoluta necesidad.

La música hoy la pone David Bowie como la puso en 1982 en la B.S.O. de Cat People de Paul Schrader, una de mis películas míticas, con mi amado Malcolm McDowell y Nastassja Kinski como protagonistas

Cat people (Putting out fire)

David Bowie

See these eyes so green

I can stare for a thousand years

Colder than the moon

Well, it's been so long

And I've been running on fire

With gasoline

See these eyes so red

Red like jungle burning bright

Those who feel me near

Pull the blinds and change their minds

It's been so long

Still this pulsing night

A plague I call a heartbeat

Just be still with me

But you wouldn't believe what I've been through

You've been so long, well, it's been so long

And I've been putting out the fire with gasoline

Putting out the fire with gasoline

See these tears so blue

An ageless heart that can never mend

Tears can never dry

A judgement made can never bend

See these eyes so green

I can stare for a thousand years

Just be still with me

You wouldn't believe what I've been through

Well you've been so long, it's been so long

And I've been putting out fire with gasoline

Putting out fire with gasoline

Putting out fire

I've been putting out fire

Well it's been so long, so long, so long

Yes it's been so long, so long, so long

I've been putting out fire

Been so long, so long, so long

Been so long, so long, so long

Been so long, so long, so long